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Sick of it all:

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Okay, now I'm positive K- contacted D- and told her to get in touch with me. I thought it was funny that K- insisted I made sure my relationship status was visible on FB and D- tried to friend me right after that. That K- simply doesn't seem to understand how sick unto death I am of people spying on me and setting me up. I've been majorly traumatized by all that bullshit but she doesn't seem to care at all and subjects me to more. That is a sign of a very selfish person. I'm pretty certain K- contacted D- from one of the email adresses she stold from me, or even just contacted her on FB to put her up to trying to incriminate me. I find the fact that D- cooperated very interesting since she was cheating on her husband ten years ago. People are such hypocrites.

What a harsh sentence it's been!

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Yes, I can't shake that funny feeling I have about all this new D- business. I still worry that K- may have put her up to it. Of course my 6th sense may be being confused because there's always this television show that's always behind everything, so in that way nothing has never really been as it seems, or as it should be, so my suspecting that something funny is going on is really just normal 'back ground radiation' if we are to be completely honest. Anyway it's funny she's not contacted me at all this weekend and was too busy to see me last weekend. I think she's just messing with me. People always do that to me. They pretend they want to go out with me and never show up, or they pretend to want to buy artwork from me and change their mind at the last minute, they offer me jobs and then reneg, or offer me a better place to live then not get back to me about it later. This very thing has been being done to me since high school. I've come to ...

Dreamy dreams

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D- getting back in touch with me wasn't a major thing as far as events go, but considering how uneventful my life usually is it must have made a major impression on me since I actually dreamt last night. I can go months without dreams of any kind, and when I do they're usually that same boring dream I always have where I've no idea what I'm supposed to be doing. This dream was different, and what made it even more remarkable was that it was an erotic dream. That's an "erotic" dream, not a "sex" dream. I've never been subject to nocturnal emissions. This dream was a bit more subtle. Well, maybe not 'subtle'. Not sure how to describe it so I may as well just relate it. I had decided to voluntarily turn myself into some kind of institution that kind of looked like a combination prison, mental hospital and day care. They were concerned, not wanting to admit me since they believed I didn't belong there, probably because they held ...

Interference:

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I'm pretty sure K---- was trying to set me up using D----, but I hate people spying on me and setting me up. They've been doing it to me all my life. I usually just go ahead and do what they expect me to do. Not sure why I do that, it's like a combination of being confrontational and also self destructive. I do a lot of weird things like that. I've long suspected that at least part of me has been under the remote control of occult forces for some time now. Anyway the only reason I can think of for the show to be doing it is to try and entertain their viewers, but why K----- does it is beyond me since everything I do is constantly watched and she sees everything I do anyway. All she has to do is watch the cctv, but I guess females like playing games.