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Dreamy dreams

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D- getting back in touch with me wasn't a major thing as far as events go, but considering how uneventful my life usually is it must have made a major impression on me since I actually dreamt last night. I can go months without dreams of any kind, and when I do they're usually that same boring dream I always have where I've no idea what I'm supposed to be doing. This dream was different, and what made it even more remarkable was that it was an erotic dream. That's an "erotic" dream, not a "sex" dream. I've never been subject to nocturnal emissions. This dream was a bit more subtle. Well, maybe not 'subtle'. Not sure how to describe it so I may as well just relate it. I had decided to voluntarily turn myself into some kind of institution that kind of looked like a combination prison, mental hospital and day care. They were concerned, not wanting to admit me since they believed I didn't belong there, probably because they held ...

Interference:

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I'm pretty sure K---- was trying to set me up using D----, but I hate people spying on me and setting me up. They've been doing it to me all my life. I usually just go ahead and do what they expect me to do. Not sure why I do that, it's like a combination of being confrontational and also self destructive. I do a lot of weird things like that. I've long suspected that at least part of me has been under the remote control of occult forces for some time now. Anyway the only reason I can think of for the show to be doing it is to try and entertain their viewers, but why K----- does it is beyond me since everything I do is constantly watched and she sees everything I do anyway. All she has to do is watch the cctv, but I guess females like playing games.