Dreamy dreams

D- getting back in touch with me wasn't a major thing as far as events go, but considering how uneventful my life usually is it must have made a major impression on me since I actually dreamt last night. I can go months without dreams of any kind, and when I do they're usually that same boring dream I always have where I've no idea what I'm supposed to be doing. This dream was different, and what made it even more remarkable was that it was an erotic dream. That's an "erotic" dream, not a "sex" dream. I've never been subject to nocturnal emissions. This dream was a bit more subtle. Well, maybe not 'subtle'. Not sure how to describe it so I may as well just relate it.

I had decided to voluntarily turn myself into some kind of institution that kind of looked like a combination prison, mental hospital and day care. They were concerned, not wanting to admit me since they believed I didn't belong there, probably because they held some hard core criminal types. Okay, I'm not sure what that all means but here's the good part:
Two young ladies got a hold of me. I'm kind of vague about what happened yet but the larger one was holding me down on top of the smaller one. Her mouth was on mine and somehow they got my pants down and my genitals were pressed against hers. I could feel her warmth and moisture but I dared not slip it in because I wasn't sure how old she was (though now I can deduce she must have been an adult if she was checking into the same facility as I was). I was bold enough to start kissing her, even initiated some tongue action which she reciprocated. After this she kind of faded away in satisfaction and got kind of dreamy. I could tell we were done, at least for now, so I focused on getting my pants back up since there were other people around.

I LOVED this dream. Best dream I've had in decades. I of course know what it meant, that part at least. At first I thought the larger girl represented K- since I thought D- contacted me at K-'s instigation. Now I think it could have been DKB since I sometimes suspected she may have sent D- to me in the first place ten or eleven years ago.

You know, I have been living under female tyranny for at least 35 years when DKB took over my show. She took charge of it just a couple short years after she (must have) found out I cheated on her and its entire run since then has been her own personal act of revenge against me. Of course it was extremely unethical of them to hand over complete control over my life to a woman with a seething grudge against me, but they obviously don't bother about ethics, or even morals of any kind on this thing.

Anyway, since D- canceled at the last minute and said some very odd tings when she did it I'm satisfied that she was putting me on the entire time. If no one put her up to doing it I have no real idea what her motivation was. Maybe she felt I was presumptuous for inviting her up? Still, I didn't know she even had it in her character to do something like that. Either way I'm fine with it, she could only make my life more complicated and I don't need that. Women really are a nuisance.

As is frequently the case I bet it was the cruel slander of that damned show that inspired her to be mean. I always said that it has that effect on a certain type of people. I'll be so glad when this bullshit is over.